Falling objects

Finally... finished the application form for university . Sent it today by Monday the wheels should start moving. Had my morning maths class this morning , today has been a weird day objects keep falling off around me . Like in my maths lesson another person in my class pointed out that my rubber had fallen to the ground and when I turned around the rubber was like quite far from me and I was like thinking 'how did that get there?'

Also in the kitchen a knife that was placed properly on a flat peanut butter top on the kitchen counter fell on the floor.

Don't get me started with the things I have been seeing , its starting feel like something out of the poltergeist. I don't if I should bring up the converstation with my father about him training me for in controlling my abilities properly or maybe I should wait till this unspoken trial period of watching me is over. Really it is difficult being me age , what sadden me yesterday was listen to the swan lake music and being reminded of the past life I had ; it was like being transported in that time. I could hear anymore the sound coming out my teachers mouth it was like his mouth was moving but no sound was coming out , I was in my memory watching and feeling great saddness at that moment.

I guess what drove me mad in my younger teens was remembering my past lives and feeling the despair of each cycle of recarnation. I know , I know it sounds too crazy to believe but I know deep in my guts it true.