Monday 22 February 2010

what we are

What are we?,

God's image ?

Or just evolution ?

If we are evolution , does that mean god is envolving with us? or are we're evolving to become god.

Now I know for sure , male and female were born together in god's image. Therefore, its a reflection that there a balance in everything. Like good and evil , bad and good , hot and cold , young and old , sweet and sour.

So god also comes in two.

From my memories of the 'past' I know that the first human had great abilities but the need for these great abilities became less and was forgottten over time.

I wonder about if there are other people in the world who share my memories? it would be nice to talk to some one who knows , the feelings and regret over what was. I here when we are recarnated we choose are parents for what ever reason. I know I chose mine since it was a way for my beloved and I to stay together even if our situation meant our age would be an obstacle.

It was '50s' , we went to those swinging parties dancing the night away. I had blonde curled hair and wore deep red lipstick. Something happened and we died and our era and place meant the closest people we could find were the people we fond and chose as parents.

Well I don't what happened that made us chose those people but we paid the price in staying close. My love and I's childhood are very similar strangely , we were born the same month. We were the first born. We both had a parent that was incapable of being a parent.

I feel like I'am dwelling a little in the past , time break the cycle of what this life was meant to be. My way of rebelling against the injustice of the price paid, is to do the oppostie of what I'am meant not to do.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Im still not sure about "god" and the begining of creation. Logic or mental evelution is apperent though, over time we as a species are changing, Im just not sure if its for the better. I dont know how deeply into reincarnation my belief is, I wish I could recall past lives, I judt dont know if they are memories or simply fleeting dreams I instantly forget. But I can relate to feeling of being an old soul vs a new one. I see or rather feel it in others sometimes. Like you just know things and behave in such a manner, a new soul just sees things differently.
I think you once spoke of helping others , which explains why you feel that you chose, as did your beloved, a family with such parents, one of which, as your mother, seems unable to be a proper guide or parent. You chose this family because your father, in my mind would be an old soul, but your mother is a newer one, so you are here to help show her or teach her something.

It reminds me of my daughter. When she like 2yo, we went to a store and ofc she wanted everything, but excepted no with disappointment. when seeing another child throwing a tantrum, because, they too wanted something or everything. She just looked at me as to ask whats his problem.

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