my father's birthday/ end of holidays

Today is my fathers birthday , he doesn't like celebrating his birthday. So , I was first to say happy birthday , since I woke up early to go to the gym again. I'm happy that at least I was the first to say it.

Well tomorrow is the last day of my one week holiday , in this week I can finally understand why , it was stressfull . Well.......... my mother is here for starters since my mother goes to college on tuesdays and works wed to sun . Therefore , during the week my brother and sister and I never really see her . I guess we kind of forget shes there , so when there's a holiday my mother always struggles to find her place. I guess when shes not there my father and I have this system of how we take care my brother and sister , so when my mother is here shes using the same tired routine of feeding my siblings junk and basically not knowing how to handle them when they misbehaviour.

Since she has this line that she always says 'there only playing' This line seriously always pisses me off. Its like shes uses there age as an excuse to let them do what ever they want , when only shes seen me really through day fully . She says 'why aren't you nice to me' , 'why don't you say hello with sweetness?' .

I'm like I say hello , what else do you want from me . She knows perfectly well how our relationship is but she lives in this constant delusion that her and I can go play mother and daughter.

When she doesn't get the answer she wants from me , she says 'whether you like it or not I'm still your mother' well duh , of course I know its not like I haven't heard that enough times to not know. Its sad really I know my mother psychologically that well like the palm of my hand but she doesn't me at all , she literally sees me as five years old and I mean literally. So , in how eyes I haven't really grown up so shes hasn't psychologically grown up with me , its the same with my brother and sister , she doesn't know how to grow up her parenting style with them.