life in general

I'm here in my room on my laptop , just thinking about my life in general. I guess as October ends, I see this as a sign that I made eighteen and I'm still alive. Since I spent three years of my teens being self destructive and wallowing in self pity immesensely , its only now I can say I made the past the point of being an angry teen.

This stage in my life obviousily I'am confused on what to do next but instead of turning that confusion into fustration. I can use my determination to not give up no matter what , not give the satisfaction to my genetic make up to pre-determine my life for me.

Of , course I have my up and downs , I may even rant about it but I know there's that force guiding me to a great path.