'anxious'

Today ,started by going to the gym . Going home trying to revise for test coming up . Doing my best to stay in check. Well came out of this outreach center place then this image came in my mind of blood pouring out of my nose , well this out reach center deals with druggies of all sorts . So my conclusion came to that I saw was something that might of happened one of them.

Well this is new very new , therefore I tried not to over react in my head . I really don't whats happening to me. Its like the lid that was slightly closed is starting to open up , well take each development one step at a time.

I think aswell that I have started to eat proper amounts and eating good wholesome food to get my metabolism steady , think all those synapases are starting to fire up again. Truly , like I typed before it really is like every one is glowing like neon lights. I guess the best description you can give with auras is neon flames since they look like that but swirl aroung the person.

I believe strongly in my grandfathers words that people like me are meant to heal the world and people. So, I guess maybe thats why my descion to be come a doctor came from.