well my haircut does look almost like the picture posted on my previous post , anyway on saturdays my dad goes for a game of volleyball with my brother and sister so they go to the park. This has now been a social thing for them to do in the holidays , I went with them a couple of time but have become sick of looking at that park since I haven't really got anything to do there. So I have decided to stay at home on those saturdays , I have to admit it is kind of lonely . I know its my choice to stay home.
I guess on saturdays I kind of sit down and relax my muscle from the weeks workout at the gym and martial arts classes. I think about right now how much I have changed from two years ago and see now how things are.
But .... I confess now that there are things there that linger , self - abuse and disordered eating . Which I think is a genetic thing since my mother also has a more serve disordered eating than me , I make sure I eat but on the other hand my mother sometimes skips meals . But I think these problems are not that bad than before since I'am making sure on finding ways of fixing these problems.
The Greatest is Love
4 years ago
2 comments:
Im sorry you feel lonely. I spend very much of my time alone, but rarely feel lonely. truefully I rather be alone. I never thought skipping meals was a disorder. I just hope youre eating properly because of your training and muscle developement. lastly your cut must look great. I side with your father on liking long hair, I think it's a guy thing. I did date a girl for 5 years and she had a military cut. Like you pointed out long hair is harder to manage in training and she was a fighter, so long hair is a major issue.
Im moving my living quarters all into another room today. But Im lazy.
I guess I should let you go so you can go study and learn more:p
Well being aware of the 'issues' is a big part of the battle won - life is tough but we can be tougher - it sounds like you are on the right tracks and well done with the weight loss ☺☺
And Sundays are there for those very days of just chilling out - winding down and trying to conquer spending time alone in a nice way.
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